God, I can't sleep..

I was so tired just now that I slept at 9.30am and now I am, at 1am, wake up and can't get back to sleep because it's really too hot.

It's at times like this that I wish I could get a room with air con.

Feel so lonely after I finished my drama at bout 5pm something.. 

After exam I felt so lost that I didn't know what to do when I get back to room.

So I start watching this HK series.

After finishing the 40 episodes of HK series.

I am back to the lost self, not knowing what to do.

Everyone has gone back to home and hometown. 

I am left alone in hostel.

I miss home. I miss mummy. At times like this, who understands? 

I need conviction of my stay here. Have I forgotten my initial conviction? 

God, I need conviction!