Focus on your giant, you fall. Focus on God, your giant tumble!

Glad I'm back home! Constantly thank God for the time that I can spend with my family, dearest family :)

Just watched "Facing the giants". Heard about this movie from WanLin and Johnson and the rest who watched it during cg, it was a fantastic movie they said. 

Indeed, it is more than inspiring. It draws me back to my faith in putting in my trust whole-heartedly on what is eternal and unchanging. 

"We praise God when we win, we praise God when we lose", the football coach Grant Taylor helps the team to put their focus back on God. 

"I think that football is just one of the tools we use to honor God" says the coach.

"And you think God does care about football?" asks one of the football team players.

"I think he cares about your faith. He cares about where your heart is. If you live your faith on football then yes He cares about football because He cares about you" replies the coach.

I never see Jesus as my God who would care about HK series and Korean drama. But hey, if I live my faith on HK series and Korean drama, then yes, God cares about all these! What a fact about God that I never see from this point of view before! 

I'm reading a book written by Philip Yancey - The Jesus I never knew. It really opens my eyes and mind in seeing Jesus the way I had never tried before. I am in awe, when I read the book and after I watched the movie, of how God can use the people in testifying of His awesomeness in these ways. I feel all the more unworthy of God's grace for not doing God justice in failing to praise Him for this side of His, His awesomeness. 

I am encouraged in seeing the bros and sis back here who have grown. I am overjoyed in spending time with them praising and learning from each other about God. This holiday will not be wasted, I will spend it to honor God! 

I am still finding time to meet up with Wilson for catch up. God, You hear my many cries!

I am looking forward in blessing the bros and sis in college group more. God, empower me!

I want to bring my sis to know God in a deeper level. God, touch her heart!

I want to help mummy to know more about God. God, grant me the wisdom and courage!

I want to overcome laziness and discipline myself in seeking God everyday. God, I want to!

I want to learn more about prophecy and discover my spiritual gifts. God, speak to me! 

I want to be...

... ambitious in God.

... dependent on God.

... real serious with God. 

Because I want to be used by God! 

"I heard about a story of 2 farmers who desperately need the rain and both have been praying for God to bring the rain but only one who has prepared his field to receive it. Which one do u think trusts God in sending the rain?

Which one are you?

God will send the rain when He's ready. You have got to prepare your field to receive it."

-Facing the giants- 

Random

Mere boredom.

I'm suppose to be packing as I'll be moving out of the room on thurs. But... I do not feel like to... 

Just bought a new mp3 player - 4gb Champagne-colored Zen stone plus with build-in speakers. Sweet. It's small, it's cute, it's cool and I'm lovin' it! :)

Enjoy this time - being alone, listening to songs, chatting and blogging. 

How I wish I could spend this time w family. Just being at their side, even though it would bore me to death. But I just wanna be with them. GOING BACK NEXT TUES! Wooohooooo *RANDOM*

ahhhh Entertain me, would anyone? 

My days without my mac

I'm bored.

Not having anything to do and just sitting in hostel comp lab viewing photos of friends' in facebook, keeping myself updated with how old friends have been doing. It's one of the things I do to kill time OR when I miss my friends.

Speaking about part time job, THANK GOD, I found one! It does not pay VERY well but I'm grateful God's provision because it saves me from boredom and I'M PAID! :)

My macbook hard disk crashed the day before yesterday. According to the technician, one of the probable causes might be due to my carelessness in carrying the laptop around before shutting it off. I knew it. My fault. Thank God it crashed before the warranty is expired, otherwise the replacement of new hard disk would cost me $505! The down side of the thing is that all the data in my laptop WILL BE GONE. I asked about the possibility in retrieving the data, LISTEN UP - "It costs 4 figures :) " according to the technician
*FAINT*

Just went to China Town for another round of KTV session. I just loveeee singing! :)

I'm taking health supplement for this one month and for the first 2 days of intestine cleansing, I was not suppose to take in any solid food except for the omega-3, bee pollen, aloe vera drink and the nutrition powder. Applaud me for I had sustained through the temptation. I hope I can lose weight! :)

Life here without school and my laptop is likeee.... playing a song without having a speaker. Aha, nice metaphore :P *SELF-ENTERTAINING*
Boredom is the word I can use to describe. 2 greatest inventions in the world, my own world, are LAPTOP and HANDPHONE. Boy, I REALLYYYY cannot live without both handphone and laptop at once.

I cant wait for the uni camp at St John's island. I cant wait to go back home. I cant wait to get back my macbook.

Macbook... I MISS YOUUUUU! :(

God, I can't sleep..

I was so tired just now that I slept at 9.30am and now I am, at 1am, wake up and can't get back to sleep because it's really too hot.

It's at times like this that I wish I could get a room with air con.

Feel so lonely after I finished my drama at bout 5pm something.. 

After exam I felt so lost that I didn't know what to do when I get back to room.

So I start watching this HK series.

After finishing the 40 episodes of HK series.

I am back to the lost self, not knowing what to do.

Everyone has gone back to home and hometown. 

I am left alone in hostel.

I miss home. I miss mummy. At times like this, who understands? 

I need conviction of my stay here. Have I forgotten my initial conviction? 

God, I need conviction!