It is often hard to obey God while holding dearly to the things of the world. 

God tests when we express our will in wanting to trust in Him but deep within our hearts, we sometimes fall back on our very definition of security. 

Dear God,
This girl has been in deep agony, not knowing how to give it all up to You. Forgive her when she doesn't trust in You with all her heart. Remind her of Your unfailing love by all means and ways. Draw her back to You when she drowns into the deceit of the world. You know best she is not at all better off without You. Her heart longs to trust in you fully. Bring to an end the struggle within her heart. 
God, take control.
God, take control.