Smallville Season 6!!!

I am addicted!!!

Just now I was so free that I went to youtube to see if there's any drama I can watch to kill time and suddenly I thought of Smallville which I was once crazy over.. At the search column I typed S.M.A.L.L.V.I.L.L.E. Then I learnt that Season 6 is out already!!! Gosh! Season 6! I haven even watched season 4 and 5! (out to date enough? lol) Then I watched the latest episode of season 6, episode 8-Static. Terrific! Superb! Awesome! Whaooo... it truly gives me the feeling of WHAO! The episode was full of suspense and I couldn't take my eyes off the monitor until it finished!
I was totally confused with the relationship between Clark, Chloe, Lana and Lex eh! I was really outdated, question marks started to pop out when I saw Lana with Lex! She should be with Clark Kent, the superman, right??? Confused. I should watch the seasons before man.

Thank to Greg, he downloaded all 22 episodes of Season 4 and I am going to make sure he downloads Season 5 after that as well. Hahaha.. I cant wait to watch Season 4 lah... It is so addictive! I can say that the episode of Season 6 that I watched is the best of all the episodes I watched before on TV3... *LAME!* Anyway... streamyx, run faster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

22nd November 2006

I feel kinda aimless today. Was watching movies continually since I woke up and took bath. Had my breakfast in front of the monitor as well. Haha. The life before the exam was over was hectic, the mind was pre-occupied by revision and exam at each waking moment. And now? I need to figure out what to do when I wake up, after I watched movie, what's nexT? reading? after that? lunch? after that? and what's next??? and it goes on and on till now.. when the sun sets and moon glows.
The days before were well-spent! Youths from Hope Singapore were here for mission trip and each moment spent together with them was unforgettable! They are passionate, energetic, enthusiastic and spiritually bunch of people, love them to bits! The care group meeting we had on the second day they were in Kuching had made me lost my voice for the rest of the days. We yelled and cheered and sang at the top of our voices and some of us ended up "erkhem... erkhem..." when we talked.. LOL.
There's a lot that I have to learn from them. Despite the fact that I am elder than them in age, they are more mature spiritually than I do. For a baby Christian who is less than a-yr-old, I was truly blessed to have received so much from them. Thanks Jasmine, for the prayer.. what I learned from them will definitely not go to waste, I will pray for opportunities to apply them one by one.
There was one thing that came across my mind when I saw them playing guitars together with Johnson. I thought, hey, most of them know how to play guitar! and how about our care group? We only have Johnson!.. and Sheryl who is not in Kuching.. and the rest of the guitarists are from the secondary group. I was inspired! This is indeed the perfect time to learn guitar as I've finished my exam and I am more than free and willing to learn things that will help the growth of our care group! Asked Aaron about the price of a guitar yesterday and he said a standard one will cost approximately RM 200. OKay... I shall start to save to get one!
Still praying for a part time job. Life as an unemployed isn't that carefree after all because u will definitely worry when u need to spend.. and it is exactly the situation I am in right now. Hey, I had this thought few days ago, if I were to get a job right after my exam or I was asked to continue the job as a tuition tutor, I would not be able to spend time with youths from Hope Singapore! I realise God's reason behind the lost of the job which I thought was unreasonable. How perfect is His timing! My heart is filled with amazement when I think of this! I will continue to trust in God in providing me with a part time job and the plan of my future. Lord, have Your way. AMEN.

19th November 2006

It's 1.32 am. I am awake. My heart is filled with the joy of the The Lord. Who shall I praise if not The Lord who knows my every thought. Who shall I give thanks if not my Lord who provides my every need. Today is a day of blessings, a day of celebration for what The Lord has done in my life. This is the night which I have been looking forward to, Lord.. the time spent with You, knowing that You are near, Lord.. My heart is filled with unspeakable joy. My heart would not feel the peace if it was not You, Lord.. I would not shed tears if it was not You who had touched my heart tonight, Lord.. Let this be a testimony to encourage those who have been seeking God earnestly. God is a prayer away. God is in our hearts when we call upon Him. God is love. God loves me, God loves you, God loves His children.

17th November 2006

Why is it like I've taken coffee? I can't sleep!!!
What's wrong? Is it that I'm too excited over the end of my exam? Probably.. or could it be the shopping and series of programmes that I've planned for the first day of my holiday thrills me? I guess it might just be the itch of my throat that makes me can't sleep.
Ok.. people who have been concerning much about me, u must have known that today is the last day of my exam.. u might wonder what had I done right after that that day. I went for lunch with friends and then went home and watched Step Up. It was an awesome movie. Despite the fact that my eyes were really tired due to the whole-day reading for several days, I was not willing to go to have an eye-shut, simply because I did not want to waste my time sleeping! haha... I chatted with friends, played scrabble, with my music turned on loudly.. wow.. that was enjoyable.. the enjoyment I had not had ever since I started the preparation for the exam!
After consuming the last few bar of battery left of me, I went for a nap for... less than an hour... I had to go out with friends for dinner so I couldn't sleep too long.
Then the story begins.. I dressed up and went for dinner with friends. Few days before, my friend informed me about the gathering but I was not really interested of joining, simply because I knew if I were to go, I'd have to spend quite an amount of money again, but that friend sms me few hours before and asked if I really couldn't go coz one of our gang is going back to KL. (KL so far ah!? can come back anytime what.. *whack on the head by friend* LOL) Due to the gulitiness for not turning up the gathering planned, I agreed to join.. As informed, we're going to get some of our friends presents. okay... the story continues...
There's something that I really want to say but I don't think anyone of them would understand.. probably only the one who worked before. As the clinche said by parents all the time, "U think it's easy to earn money ah? Don't simply waste money ah!" (Direct translation) The characteristic of being extragavance is only reserved for those who do not know how to earn money, I shall say. Because they do not even know how hard is it to earn money that they spend! One night out-dinner plus shopping for presents almost cost a week of my salary! Do they ever realise that when they spend? I guess not. Oh well, probably they are just rich spoilt kids who never have second thought on things that they spend on, just like how I was before I had to "feed" myself. U guys will learn it when u finally go through the experience of earning and spending own money.. On second thought... or was it me who did not know how to manage my own money well? Mind me not for being stingy lately, I've spent much on my mobile phone and the Malaysia National Convention!
I'll try to talk things out with friends one day, see if it's really my prespective that is wrong or otherwise. If the latter is true, then does that mean that I am no longer suitable to be grouped as one of them.. who to judge? I couldn't care less, honestly. See, I am different! I am no longer the girl I used to be.. no longer the one who blindly seek for sense of belonging and compromise to fit in the group. I am not trying to criticise, just trying to get my point clear.
My college life is officially over. I'm going to enter a new stage of my life. I do not know where to go what to do (Just have a rough idea). I'll pray for God to open ways. Let God reveals me what's His divine plan for me. Let's wait and see God works miraculously.

10th November 2006

TODAY is 10 November 2006! I wonder whose birthday falls on today.. hmm.. The annual Kuching scouts District Camp starts today!
I just told Kia Ing when I was at church that sometimes I dislike myself being SOOOooo talkative. U know whaT? When Kia Ing and I just reached the cafe, both of us talked non-stop and I guess the atmosphere wasn't that noisy before we were there. We were really noisy.. at least for Shawn who was trying to study, we were..
Even though we, ppl who tend to talk non-stop, define ourselves being talkative as making full use of talent that God gives-the gift of gap, deep within our hearts, sometimes, we know we are merely creating noise by bubbling things that are as small as sesame and as insignificant as passing wind.

Sometimes, I dislike myself being:

• Too talkative (One of the characteristics of my SUPER HERO is to have the patient to listen to me and is able to stand my loso-ness and fan-ness)
• Too emotional
• Too LAME! (FYI, Brenda is someone who is never tired of telling LAME jokes. What's worse, she always demand ppl to respond with laughter)
• Too loud (Brenda, the amplifier, always work at high volumn)

I can't remember since when, I start to find being talkative is my weakness. I never had this thought despite the fact that all my teachers from kindergarden to secondary school complained to my mum about this. I think I should really learn to control myself, talking too much will annoy people around me. To be honest, it is really hard to suppress the desire of wanting to talk.. especially for such a talkative person like me. I always ask people around, how can one be so quiet and never have anything to talk about when one is surrounded by friends? I am always excited when I meet my friends, especially friends who also talk a lot, and we will have never-ending topics to talk about! Probably you might suggest me not to stay absolute silent but just talk less. *SIGH* I'll try....

I'll continue to pray for God's wisdom as I am doing my revision. 3 more papers to go and I can claim my freedom! Hallelujah!