Let God be God

It is often hard to obey God while holding dearly to the things of the world. 

God tests when we express our will in wanting to trust in Him but deep within our hearts, we sometimes fall back on our very definition of security. 

Dear God,
This girl has been in deep agony, not knowing how to give it all up to You. Forgive her when she doesn't trust in You with all her heart. Remind her of Your unfailing love by all means and ways. Draw her back to You when she drowns into the deceit of the world. You know best she is not at all better off without You. Her heart longs to trust in you fully. Bring to an end the struggle within her heart. 
God, take control.
God, take control.
 
 

After a dreadful week with 3 presentations and due of an assignment... heavenly.


Spend time with myself watching the rain... heavenly.

Listen to Tanya's songs, singing along... heavenly.

I am the happiest girl in the whole wide world at this moment

Thank God. 

Here in my life

I have never walked on water

felt the waves beneath my feet but
at Your word Lord, I'll receive Your
faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failing surely would've drowned me
But You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus, You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?

You have said that all the heavens 
Sing for joy at one who finds
The way to freedom, truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me
through the eyes of Your grace
and though the cost was Your beloved for me
Still you made a way!

Water baptism is a declaration of faith, outward expression of inward experience. Just like how a husband is not ashamed of her wife, desires to hold a wedding banquet, invite all his friends and relatives to let them know that he loves his wife so much and that he wishes to spend the rest of his life with her. The exchange of rings, saying I-do in church before pastors, friends, relatives and God are acts of devotion. Similarly, God's followers are commanded to be water baptized. It is not what the pastors want us to do, neither is it the will of the church, but it is the will of God. Jesus himself was baptized in Jordan river by John the baptist. Water baptism is not an option, it is an obligation out of obedience. 

It's such a significant day for the 100 people in Hope Singapore who are going to be baptized, dying in a watery grave and be reborn with new life in Jesus. It reminded me of my initiative in requesting my shepherd in Kuching for water baptism ceremony after I realized the importance of it and obeyed out of reverent fear of The Lord. I AM GLAD I OBEYED! I guess so as God :)
Sandy, Qimin, Engseng, Corinna and Huimin, God is well-pleased with your obedience! 

The "Johns" of the aftnoon were Claramae, Xingni and Wenjiang. 

Before going into the water, they prophesied on the believers with words God had spoken to them. It would be the word of life, verse to be QT-ed with for your entire life.. man.. :)




It was drizzling. Ps Jeff, with his sense of humor, said, "As typical busy Singaporeans, we can just baptize the people along the way..." =.=


>>> Sandy 


 >>> Corinna, a sweet sister. Her baptism name is Dara, which means compassion and wisdom, areas she wished to grow in.



>>> Hui Min, a sister whom I just knew :)


>>> Last but not least, the brother from our cg, qimin! 

In God we're new creation, lets shine forth as His child as salt and light! 

Praise God! :) :) :)