Many of u have seen the cheerful and ever-smiling Brenda. I always want to bring joy to others by being joyful myself. However, there's time for everything. At those not-so-happy moments, I always choose to be honest with myself.
I do not know if it's finally the time for home-sick, culture shock (culture shock??) or the like, I somehow feel I'm so out of place. I grow bitter over many things. I am never good for anything..
I long to laugh with all my heart like I did.
For the days ahead, I will still smile like I always do. I will still try my best to be myself like I always do.. I do not know how long does this last but I am waiting for God to break the silence and speak to my heart.
2 comments:
hey girl.... Finally you reach the time for homesick.... Was waiting for the time... haha
Great to hear that you are homesick... That's mean you miss us a lot right? It's ok.
Just remember this.
This situation won't last long.
God will break the loneliness in you by showing there are still lots of people around you that care for you. Don't you remember we have Hope family all over the world? No matter where you go, there is a family waiting for you there.
If you miss us, just few free to write to us. Cause we miss you too.
Hey, it's normal to be like that. It happened to me when i was in Dublin as well. Just make sure you continue your life as normal...dont suddenly withdraw urself. Mix out with frens and hang on with a gang of frens...have more gatherings together...we used to have dinner together once or twice a week.
And wana wish you Happy BD! Hope u enjoy ur BD in Sg. SC
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